Trigger warning: suicide When my dad committed suicide, I was thirteen years old. He didn’t write any notes, he was an alcoholic who frequently got in fights with my mom during drunken nights, threatened suicide, told her he couldn’t live without her. a stubborn and proud man, but by the end of the he night …
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After the world
I’m rewriting my past, And repaving my path To the future May habits no longer Hold me back. I am one of the lucky ones One of the ones who carries scars Like a name on a cross or a house Marks, on a humans skin Like shooting stars. I am not sorry this time …
Self medicating:
Why is self medication So wrong Unless it’s meditation? Alcoholics with their bottles Me with my bong Do I draw a line at the needle? Do I write it out of my song? I haven’t touched one I won’t, But that doesn’t mean I don’t Feel the need To get higher To escape sometimes From …
A love story confused for a horror story: the human deception
Can I recognize movement As something more than Predator/prey mentality? Recognize movement for the moment it is, being in the present, able to perceive more than just my own being. Is it possible? Yes. To truly rip from ones ego, Probable, no But I like my odds I always have And if it’s luck it’s …
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You are asleep and I…
I am a bird Figuratively not Literally In the way that I Both Love and hate To be bound To be caged. I am a bird Figuratively not literally In the way that I I long to stretch my wings To fly but the moment The cage opens I clip my own wings To stay …
Creation: life
Right now life Is not A straight path And it takes time to Understand that. I know you will show me In time It is due To happen soon. I know I will garden. I know my hands were made for turning soil and growing things. I know I will paint. I know my hands …
dreaming pt 1
I will still live.
My light will carry me
Through oceans i will swim.
I’ll laugh in the valley of darkness
And I’ll dance across the cliffs.
typical Disney fashion
In typical Disney fashion We as a society romanticize The damsel in distress Waiting for her handsome knight To ride up on horse of white Here to save the day, And kiss her pale pink lips goodnight And we have told the story so many times That we forgot it wasn’t a fairy tale And …
if you know It’s how they do, it’s how it be sometimes.
If you know it’s how they do it’s how it be sometimes: I Don’t have energy for vampires anymore They can’t get underneath my skin And they can keep knocking on my door But I will never let them back in. I hear them howling at the door now “Little pig, little pig” But I …
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A party; tea for two.
You’re invited to tea But you don’t have to come I hope that you do because I will fill up your cup I don’t expect you to fill mine too Because I’ve got enough Tea for two Plenty for me; Enough for you. If you can just listen If you’re kind when you speak; If …
Scar’s Bedroom Blues Station 